jittery heart

Jittery Heart
Yes, it's so hard to start ... everything ...
But, all I need is just one little baby step
And once I start it, it will roll and roll
Getting bigger and bigger
And suddenly, even before I realize it
It has become huge ... as huge as mountain, as huge as the world we live in
And in the end, we would already drink the wine from the ripe fruit
Just put a little faith on it, and it will grow so much stronger

But no matter what

All I need is just one little baby step

My Scramble Eggs

It's been so long since the last time i wrote. But many things have happened in my life.
One of my dreams have come true now, i'm living in my dream now. I am in Japan !!!
And, surely, this new environment affects me alot. But, something woke me and remind me of who really i am.

The eruption of mount Merapi. It's like a wake up call. There might be my family or my friend who become the victim of Merapi.

My feeling is like a scramble egg now. All i can do is just pray.
Ya Allah, Please my family, friend, and my Jogja.....
Give us strength to get through this ...
Pray for Jogja
Pray for Indonesia

-D-

my life phase

A few days ago, i celebrated my birthday. And it was really meaningful to me. I learned a lot of things.

But most of all, i had to thanx to my friends. I knew that i screwed up everything for last days. But you guys, were always forgive me.

In my contemplation days. I found that i can't make other to act just the way that i want. They have their own mind and will. I just need to focus on my goal. And confident to my self that i will make it.

The Beginning

it's the seventeenth day of january, and i'm still doing nothing. got flu, throat-ache and still-don't-know-what-to-do-with-my-future thoughts. i think i'm just gonna rest my body for awhile,'till i got my mind back...